tiredddd. sleepy. coffee doesn't work anymore :i i wonder if i should do my grp 4 project on the effects of coffee on teeth. see if the effects can be reversed. mehh.

yay i likey this laptop it has this cool radio stations thingy.
http://syndication.choiceradio.com/zap.cfm?og=370&broadband=false&pid=5
i get to listen to nice nice music. awesommeeee.

sometimes i wonder if i can really do this, pull off this whole ib stunt without diminishing my integrity, without getting discouraged, without burning out, without killing my body and my eyesight.

as we pass through the various phases of life, as we pass through our different levels of schooling, it gets easy to treat people as trivialities. there one day, gone another. distance and time has this subtle eraser effect, when i meet someone i haven't seen/talked to in 5 months, will i still remember what it was like to be close to her? friends become acquaintances; the thrill of having known someone so well just seems foreign. maybe not yet, but how long will we last? i wish forever. but that seems so unreal. being in school most of life for the past 16 plus years, makes life seem like a vaccuum. friendships formed because of sheer proximity? likely, but not wrong.

i don't know. this weird song has the phrase "i've been breaking down" repeated like throughout the entire song. talk about a lack of inspiration.

trivial trivial trivial. maybe it's because so many things are too important.
maybe i'm just getting lazy.
layzee. i like the way the word rolls off my tongue.