Friday, June 23, 2006

No. 14/ 230606

woots (: VERY HIGH from reading 23 pages worth of googling zeslene's name xD
wahahaha i'm feeling so evil so i shall comment on her blog (: and tease her about MISHTER DEE.

okay okay i'll shut up about it and die now :

hahah since i'm in such a good mood (which i really shouldn't be in since my 2 computers have crashed at the same time and are currently non-restorable therefore my june hols have been, to large effect, been wasted since i didnt save backup) i shall write a post specially dedicated to my 2 greatest cans of baked beans and celery on earth: ZESLENE AND MARISSA! ( i shall include dora and jillian later x))

let's start with zeslene cos she's such a cute fuddy duddy :D so chio and so talented oO she's like everything i've ever wanted to be (hoho no i shant go into detail about 'everything' cause it's embarrassing and her head will explode)!! even if she has problems understanding that 'bisect' means 'dividing into TWO equal portions', that's perfectly fine by me (: and she thinks too much and her theories on life stress me out (zeslene, if you ever change your mind, you can always join me in writing my 1001 stupidest jokes on earth) but she's so philosophical and intelligent. she like so pro in sports, and her jokes seriously suck, but because of that they're ALL goinginto my joke book :D she's really passionate about what she enjoys and loves, like squash! and lit!! which is like SO AMAZING (: and she's a freaking drummer. like dudes, she can't be any better! x) okay that's enough helium to keep her head in the clouds for 3 months.

marissaaa dudette. amazingly capable superwoman. who, not surprisingly, sleeps at the unearthly hour of 3 am everyday! (CLAPCLAP). now go and sleep, you little befuddled wool shebody. she embodies the word amazing. and yet again, everytime i put her on my display pic, all the guys go '. oh. who's that chio girl in the centre?' no, sadly, regretfully, dispairingly, they aren't referring to me. :/ i tell you, i look so pathetic Oo never mind, I AM THE NERD. (: and i shall gratefully accept the given position.
anyway, as i was saying, marissa the pro-ded.she's like unbelievably talented. ballet, horse riding, 1001 science competitions, tennis, photoshop, piano, violin, blah blah, blah blah, blah blah (blame the above for my equally pathetic memory). and she got somewhere with all of that O.O grahhh. and the best thing? she's my best friend!! and she's SO NICE and SO NICE and SO NICE x 8 rotated 90 degrees clockwise, and a bit mad (: some aquacharlene influence, i presume. and she's so wonderful to whine to x) my cute little burnt hashbrown .

okay everybody? sorry for this weird post, blame it on biology performance task term 3 2006.
funny looks, everyone.

alright, alright, i'll die now, okay? (:

Saturday, June 17, 2006

No. 13/170606

of everything lost, i've found the silver
of everything relentless, my road has ended
of every creature, every sound, the trees have broken
of every silence, i've found my noise

of everything beautiful, my bars reach the heavens
of everything ghastly, only the poor can perceive
of every paintdrop on the glass sill, the rain will wash
of every mud-soaked rain-soaked sweated-soaked finger the mother's pains

only the picture bangs through the afternoon
where the cat sleeps alone, but her sister curls.

my holiday's been so dreary. and sitting at swensen's listening to marissa and zeslene and their dreams to go to harvard and emerson. how small my dreams are. how small and insignificant i could possibly be compared to both of them. no marissa i'm not stressed around you because you compare too much; it's me. i'm the one comparing. i'm the one thinking i'll never get that far. i'm the one saying i'll never be able to do the things you can do, i'll never get to think the way both of you can, or experience your life, but then, my life's my own to control, so maybe i should just take the safe road. i'll never have the courage to dream big because i dont want to be disappointed. i dont have the strength to pursue my dreams even if they're broken, so i'll just live with the boredom. you dislike excitement? try boredom. try stagnating. you cant grow there. and the only thing you can do with boredom? you build up your spiritual life. you patch things up with Him, you start reading your Bible dutifully, you do your quiet time. AMEN.

i'll leave what i want to say here, because it's the only place i can imagine that i'll be living out my dreams. you know what i really want to do? i want to ice skate. i want to go into music studies. i want to heal people and bring them back to Him. i want to study psychology and korean. i want to design clothes. i want to write really abstract lines and makes them into a bag. i want to design my own dream house. and i'm gonna live in a 2 room flat and sleep in a cupboard.

hah. you know what. i bet you're laughing. hah.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

No. 12/110606

hohoho x) debbie is in a GOOOOD mood because she has just watched HANA YORI DANGO!!! and THIS -> is what spams up my inbox everyday (:
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Friday, June 02, 2006

No. 11/ 020606

okayokay haven't blogged in quite a while, but meanwhile,
LOOK WHAT I DUG UP FROM QUIZILLA!!


Which KAT-TUN member's type are you?


YOU'RE" TAGUCHI JUNNOSUKE'S TYPE!Positive and uplifting, caring and kind, you'll be able to fill all his needs. You will have lots of fun together. Junno will be your "land mark", a beacon when you're lost, and will tell you everyday that he loves you.
whoots XD SO ACCURATE x)