Your love is amazing!

4 things to thank God for:

1. Midyears
Haha such a fluke. (Yes here everyone goes if you keep fluking everything it just means it's not a fluke). But believe me, it really is. If not for some miraculous act of God's grace, I would have gotten 4 6s and a 5. So 29+7=36. Yep I would have gotten 36. But God's truly awesome, I scraped a 7 for all my subjects (like by 0.9, 0.8 for bio and chem, eng was 80 on the dot, and math was rounded up from 79.6) and a 6 for econs by 0.9. Seee it's a fluke right. Yes it is such a fluke. But praise God anyway (:

2. FoA
Wasn't as good as last year I guess, but still it was good effort, and the friendships made were the greatest takeaway. I'm gonna miss the year 5s loads. It's gonna be weird not staying back till 7 for practices though hrmm gotta start adjusting to studying in the afternoons :/ & Chaconne unfortunately was in between 2 of the most exciting items but ohwells it was the best out of all our practices, so good job guys (:

3. all those who came down to watch! and who smsed me all the best. Thanks y'all it was great to see you all during intermission and after the concert. To zes mari yanhan lee yvonne (and vinna who wasn't there but i love you still!), it was awesome seeing you again after so long. Sorry I totally forgot what I wanted to talk to y'all about after the concert heh, but I'm sure we'll meet soon (: Thanks for taking the time to come down and watch dears <3 & thanks for the card hahaha it made me laugh! To claire vicky rach munching brenda (and mandaa) thanks for coming to support me even though there's world lit and ioc coming up, you guys are awesome (: (:

4. you (: For your smile, for the sunflowers, and for loving me (: And for making my heart stop. haha xD But doesn't mean I'm gonna let you beat me for prelims. hahaha. <3! (:

baby keep your head up -

stop telling yourself you're tired when you haven't done much -
you didn't bother to do your quiet time
you didn't bother to try to smile and make someone's day
you didn't do as well as you should have done
you didn't do anything about your sucky stamina
you haven't even made her birthday card

stop thinking the world revolves around you.
you don't deserve to feel crappy cos you have everything and you lack nothing
everything you want and everything you need to keep you going

so put that smile back on your face debbie goh
there's nothing to feel crappy about, don't try to find something to feel crappy about
God's got my back
you've got my back
and i have every reason under the sun to smile. (:

keep it only up and up
and know now cos you got all my love love love

Kill me now my number of free smses just got halved to 500.
So friends if I don't reply you or if I call you seconds after you sms me, THIS IS WHY.
grrrrrrr.
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Oh even better, now my caller id's gonna disappear from 6th august onwards. And my mom refuses to let me renew it even when I offered to pay. Sheesh seriously hate it.

it's only a day awaayyy

I hate to say this, but I'm unbelievably scared of
1. getting back chem
2. getting back econs paper 1
3. tomorrow.
mrrrawrr. ): I hate how exams play with my mind and how they make me feel sick before each paper starts and how I write the stupidest things during the exam. And how I get 5 minute dreams about getting a question wrong every time I close my eyes and try to catch a nap. blearrgh. Tomorrow, please go well if not I will just. mug harder for prelims? heh. but still, TOMORROW PLEASE GO WELL!! please please please.