"you'll be fine,"

"haha, you always will be."

Let's hope you're right this time round. ><

go debbie.

"insurmountable." Indeed.

Let's try that again,

GO DEBBIE!

):

dysfunctional-ity

is but a matter of perspective.

excerpts

The Worm: Let's bring a movie to reunion dinner. I refuse to watch the crap they have on TV.
The Bug: Okay. Bring Hedda Gabler.
The Worm: That's not even a movie.
The Bug: It's a film version of a play.
The Worm: It's a sadistic play.
The Bug: It's an artistic play. She shoots herself in the head.
The Worm: Sadistic.
The Bug: Artistic.
The Worm: So if I shot you in the head it would be artistic.
The Bug: No, it wouldn't. The motivations are different! She killed herself to regain her power and influence over...
(The Worm walks out of the room.)
...
(still on the issue of what movie to bring)
The Worm: I know. Lord of the Rings.
The Bug: NO. Too long. Bring Sweeny Todd.
The Worm: Oh. Okay!
The Bug: I was kidding. Nobody is going to want to eat reunion dinner anymore.
The Worm: I don't care, I'm putting it in. I don't believe in democracy.

speaking of diana and dionysus,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. UGHHHHHHH.
(ignore me, I am venting my frustration here so pretend you didn't read this because I am totally fine, I just need to go

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.)

This had better be worth it.
I hate having a writer's block. ):

To quote Lady Macbeth,

Come, you spirits
That tend on intelligent thoughts, unblock me here,
And fill me, from the crown to the toe, top-full
Of direst genius! Make thick my blood,
Stop up th' access and passage to girlish tendencies
to swoon at the sight of Lee Min Ho,
That no hormonal visitings of nature
Shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between
The effect and it.

Shakespeare ftw. Go away Ibsen and Strindberg.

when I see you smile --

Looking at the amount of homework that's come rolling in just within the first 3 weeks of school, the 'embrace the challenge' attitude I'd intended to adopt doesn't seem to be much help. Kinda? But not really.

But this will not be about how sucky having to do
/edit
1. world lit outline
2. english practical criticism
3. paper 2 essay outline
4. tok essay
5. tok presentation
6. math ws 6 & 8 and integration revision ws
7. prac 23 (and 24?)
8. econs saq and essay
9. bio mcq, structured, essays
10. ee shortening/(re)writing, for others
over the next few days is.

This will be a thank you to the three people who make me love going to school so much.
brenda munching amanda, seeing you every day just makes me smile, no matter how tired I am. Thanks for the laughter, the ostracizing, the food. But especially the laughter (: We really need to do the laugh-for-5 minutes "same time, same place" thing again every day. I'm gonna miss munching's laugh and brenda's 'you're weird' stares and manda's telephone conversations when we move on from here ): And munching brenda and I sleeping on the table between lessons. And everything else that y'all do that make being in school such a joy.
THANK YOU <3.

and how can I say, how much I miss you and you.
Getting your sms today was so heart warming, even if it's just 2 words, I really do miss you maoo (: and you too, thanks for the expert tok advice (: I really wanted to ask how was your og and how's everything else in your life, but it's hard to get everything over sms, so I didn't. But I hope you're both handling everything well, it's gonna be tough, but I'll be a call away if you need me (: love you two!

Mmm. Thank you Lord (:

we just don't care, we just don't care/

Mm been feeling very..ambivalent these few days. Then there's also some kind of mixture between neutrality and cynicism and denial and wanting to get away from everything. Sometimes I think I won't do too badly as a hermit.
Perhaps too long away from school has left me socially inept too. ?
Too much daydreaming about life after IB (: and in a hurry to get out of Singapore.
Andd far too many wandering thoughts, don't really know what I want, maybe I'll get over it with time. Maybe if I ignore it it will go away. Hmmm/

God has His own timing

Back to massive dumping of parts of my EE into various appendices. I absolutely love SSEF for its lack of a word limit.