i miss.

i miss reading books on a saturday morning. i miss playing the piano, i miss going running at night, i miss being able to just listen to music and not do anything else.

i miss having time to worry over a new hairstyle, i miss having time to just walk down to the hairdresser and cut a frickin fringe.

i miss being able to read a book from cover to back.

i miss having time to plan stuff. i miss having the opportunity, the right, the leadership, to plan stuff. i miss networking.

most of all, i miss being able to plan for a future with my friends in it. i miss bsquared, i miss the wedding planner idea, i miss designing shop/brand logos and not having to worry about money.

but it doesn't mean i don't love the present, i do. i'm milking it for all it's worth, i wonder if i'll miss it too in the years to come.

context is all. context, is all.