what happened to the sunshine -

I am sick of work.

But at the same time I don't want to say I can't wait for all this to end, or for all this to be over, because I know I'm gonna regret it when it eventually does.

& so I press on. and pretend/attempt to find happiness in all of this.

I just want to go stargazing with munching or walk by the sea with mari&zes (coffee in hand, maybe?) or sit on the astro at night ____. Play catching in the rain. Sing at the rooftop like no one's listening. Anything but sitting here, and staring at my laptop.