"School's been so awesome. But I realize that there only 2 years to do this and its all gonna be over just like that. Time already is flying as fast as it is and its gone mad.

...Or is it just me and my inability to maintain friendships, is it just me and my liability to push people away? Or is it not anyone's fault, is it just time? Or is it just everyone else too busy with their own lives to remember me? Or am I being too sentimental?

There is, a lot going in my life now. And for the most part its really exciting and all I can say, is not that this is happiness or anxiety or loneliness. I just feel like I'm living. Like this is meant."

when i read zes's post just now there was this one word that just burst out it just popped out in my head and i don't know if i said it out loud but i just felt so happy, reading and re-reading her post all over again. YESSS. yes, this is it. omg, yes. all the randoms lines that come out of nowhere when i'm in school just walking down the corridors, all these short, disjointed observations and emotions that i could never piece together. thank you love for putting it all down in words.

east west home is best. it's not about which school we're in, how close we are or how many times we meet. home is what we make it to be for ourselves. it is not a tangible location, it is a feeling. and having friends like this, we live different lives but somehow reach the same understandings, the same emotions, the same questions the same struggles, the same realizations.and it is amazing how you can find home even when you least expect to find it, when you feel so distant. & when it hits you, there is nothing else to do but to thank God, thank God that there is someone who knows. in this, details don't matter. how we come out of our experiences is what matters. and knowing that there is someone else, someone who has come out of a totally different experience yet feeling the same way, that knowledge is so precious. it makes all the difference.

thanks for making my week <33.