pre-concert post-concert.
sigh the feeling's always the same.
that feeling of pure joy when we sound pretty good first as a section then as an ensemble/orchestra. and being part of that music, the feeling is happy happy happy.
and then there's apprehension, mixed with excitement, and just all your days are centred on concert day. anticipation is all there is it's just non-stop looking forward. will we sound good, better, will we get nervous and screw up, it's like nothing matters except the concert.
and then there's the knowledge that it's gonna feel strange with nothing to look forward to all of a sudden, once it's over. and i know i'm gonna start missing all the practices even though it created loads of homework for me with all the missed classes and long hours ):
sigh concerts play with my feelings ):
sighh. sometimes it would be nice if time didn't pass so fast.
4 days. wahhhh.
my fingers are all calloused after csardas. but it feels good being able to play it with the rest of the altos, like FINALLY we're in time.
and the year sixes are gonna be moving on. and we're gonna be year six really soon. then it'll be our turn. ): damn time passes too fast.
sighhhh.
pleaseee i hope my mom lets me go out with the yr fives after foa that would be awesome. at least i won't be left hanging there.