past few days have been so dreary, it's not that it's particularly stressful, in fact i seem to be balancing everything pretty fine. i've even had time to flip through campbell to make me feel that i really like bio. but somehow everything's just passing by in a daze. it's not that i'm unhappy, i really am, it's just that i'm waiting for something to happen, and whenever i think this or that is gonna be the moment i've been waiting for, it just doesn't happen. things never really turn out the way they do in your daydreams; well, at least that's the way it is for me.

i don't want to be reduced to randomly surfing blogs, looking through facebook photos and profiles, rumaging through clothes and practising the same pieces over and over again. well, yeah it's disciplined, it's rigid, i'm in the routine and therefore i have the bonus of not having to submit a timetable to sir, i'm on task blahblahblah. isn't there anything more, anything better than this? or is it just me, getting tired of things too easily?

anyway, what transpired while i was away from here:

1. kl with mom and dad:





the awesomme food at colossium. :D



ended up studying at starbucks. D: yes, i studied on my holiday. ):

2. muggerfest + lots and lots of tea and cakes. this is how i explain my shocking increase in weight ughhh.



my table ><



yep i finished like 4 boxes of peach and mango, and camomile tea :/ at least not coffee anymore right! :D




3. results! :D

was expecting a 7 for bio since i mugged so much for it, turns out chem (unexpectedly) ended up saving my ass. english was a surprise, i thought i screwed it up with my 2-paged half-written essay but ended up getting a 19 (yayyy :D), and econs a shock for essay but surprise for drq, so i guessed it pretty much balanced out. chinese was the best luh. :D didn't study at all, ended up getting a score i would have only been able to get in primary school. which actually says something about the standard of chinese b.. :i nonetheless, i guess the points don't really matter at all, since most of my marks were pretty undeserved, all i can say is that i got by by God's grace. that the examiners actually thought my scripts were coherent when i thought i was rambling. that i managed to get 23/30 for chem yet missing out 3 questions. that i got 17/20 for econs drq even though i misinterpreted the flight duty. it's quite amazing, the way things turned out, but it's also a sign that i'd better work on thinking quickly under exam conditions. UGHH. looks like i can't run from major exams huhh. rawrrr.



yay. in marissa's words, "you prc scholar!" :D somehow that was a very big compliment. (: