No. 16/190806

haven't had the time to blog in a while. but this picture touched something within me. maybe it's the thought that, no, man is not inherently evil. sorry golding. but there's bound to be a side of every one of us that believes in goodness, kindness, and trust, that longs for all of that to be reciprocated. maybe for some of us, it's a sign of weakness and vulnerability; maybe it's been eroded by the evil in the world that seemingly reigns over good. But ultimately when it comes to that black and white scene, the good in Man will touch lives. this is a picture of an American soldier in Iraq.

yeah i know that isn't really what's going on now, but it's what i hope to do. fight evil with goodness and show the devil what Christians are made of. haha. my life-long ambition yeah? yeah.

just watched two episodes of go to the beach. yeah it's such a lame, cliched show, but i'm just hoping that someone like taepeung will be waiting for me (: that'll be nice and dandy. why is it that i can totally imagine my love life and not my career path? hm yeah that's evidence of the ultrafemale in me xD yeah beating each other up just for the fun of contact. pigging out at night by the beach and killing each other for the last meatball. ahh bliss.

darnit. i'm too simple minded.

and so i start imagining a really horrible war with him, and i just keep seeing myself making him feel really really bad. by being really really nice and making him feel sorry and guilty to the point of self-hate for hurting me. God i'm mean.

(: now who'd wanna marry moi? lucky guy ;)